justrun-.

Back to where dreams started

I miss this a lot. Thank you Pam, thank you Penny. Thanks for those wonderful times we spent at Serangoon Stadium and NIE. Seems like a hell of a long time ago. But it was really so much fun training with the whole gang- Barathi, Bao Ming, Biao Ming, Ping Wei, Fraddy and whoever else I cannot remember. It was so fun and now I really regret not remembering and treasuring those times more.

To Pam- Watching you train so hard for SEA Games made my love for running grow so much. Thank you for that (: Thanks for allowing me to train side by side with you. Slow-mo-ing those race videos and taking down your 200 splits to the millisecond was truly painful, but watching you race was just phenomenal. Who can forget how you'd lap people like three times or something... haha.

The last time I raced an 800m. Sch nat'ls, 800m finals at the National Stadium. First lap was soooo good. 800m was really something I loved. I wish I could have trained harder for it. I wish I invested more time more commitment into it then. I loved it so much. That was one hell of a race. I still remember how after the race I felt as if someone had stuck a knife into my brain. My head hurt like hell. And I just couldn't figure out why. It was a PB. Still remember Fwah and Fianza and Fiel cheering so loudly for me as I went round that 200m bend. It was magical. I will never ever in my entire life forget that. Too bad I screwed up that last 100m. If only I hadn't given up... That's the story of my life isn't it- "If only I hadn't given up".

Ah okay I don't know why I am reminiscing about running. Perhaps because it was my first love! Heh. I hated swimming. I couldn't cycle. Running... I loved it so much. Things have changed but I can't help but wonder what would have happened if i'd continued training for 800m. Heh. Lower sec days.. :( Don't know why my running is like crap now though. Used to be.. average. Now i'm... below average. hur.

Trying to "go back to the roots".
Back to where dreams started
when we weren't afraid to cry
I hope I find it soon. Hate waking up with such negative thoughts. They really eat you up.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [22:14]

and took [20070221] strides

it's the passion that drives you